Farewell SMK Bandaraya :)

Assalamualaikum,
Peace be upon you guys :)

Hello world!
I'm freeeeeeeeee now!! Syukur alhamdulillah akhirnya tamat sudah pengajianku di SMK Bandaraya sebagai pelajar Pra-Universiti. Fuhh! lega kerana selangkah lagi ke menara gading.. Mudah-mudahan semuanya berjalan dengan lancar dan Allah mempermudahkan segalanya. Amin ya rabbal alamin. Kita sudah mencuba melakukan yang terbaik hanya doa dan tawakal yang mampu mengiringinya. Semoga kejayaan menjadi milik kita bersama dan mampu membahagiakan ibubapa kita. Aminnnn 40x :)
Sebelum itu ribuan "Terima Kasih" yang tidak terhingga kepada guru-guru yang banyak memberi tunjuk ajar kepada kami. Jasamu dikenang guruku :)
Our beloved teachers *drumtrolls* :

Guru Bahasa Malaysia Kertas1 dan juga merangkap sebagai guru kelas 6 Atas Blossom :)

En. Ahmad merupakan guru Pengajian Am Kertas 1 :)

Pn. Milawati Japri merupakan guru Pengajian Am2 :)

En. Richard Benjumin merupakan guru Alam Sekitar Fizikal :) 

En. Rigan Lewi merupakan guru Alam Sekitar Manusia :)

Pn. Nazlee Ahmad merupakan guru Mikroekonomi dan pada masa yang sama mengajar kami subjek Makroekonomi bagi mengantikan cikgu Wan yang telah berpindah ke semenanjung :)

Pn. Wan Noraini 

Pn. Norhidayah Abdullah merupakan guru Bahasa Malaysia Kertas2 :)

Pn. Betty Lee merupakan guru MUET :)

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I'll miss all of you guys,

Veroniqa,Wethlee,Sylvister,Missrana,Nurkhadizah,Suriati,Rose Linda,Normala,Suyuti,Dayang Azlyna,Ezvih,Elizebeth,Esther,Sonia Jane,Jumriati, Dk Ashikin,Anwar,Michael,Aleswan.

Bila Syl dan Suyut interframe di belakang! Lawak!!  :D

Upps! gonna miss you Esther, hahaha.. 

Gambar pertama : Kitorang try something yang berkaitan dengan brain.. Eksperimen laa sangat!.. hahaha.. At least kami buat sesuatu yang berfaedah pabila tiada guru di dalam kelas. 

Gambar pertama dan keempat : Masa ni kitorang ada Program... ( lupa tajuk program daa...hee )

bertempat di UMS.. Happening gila masa tuh.. siap ada aktiviti treasure hunt lagi.. terus fit kaki turun naik bukit dari satu sekolah ke sekolah yang lain dalam UMS tuh.. Happy sebab dapat 2nd runner up.. tapi group kitorang target dapat No 1. huhu.. lambat sikit jerr dari group yang dapat tempat pertama.

Ingat lagi kami lambat sebab sangkut dekat tugasan bagi bola pingpong dekat kwn menggunakan sudu di mulut. hahaha.. balik2 ketawa kan semua.. thats why la tuh bola pingpong lambat sampai di penghunjung.

but we're all done doing it great and really enjoy each part of the moments :)

Nama group kitorang :  Mags7  (sebab ahli ada 7 orang)

Gambar kedua : Diambil semasa Sabah Interschool MUET Colloquium di Yayasan Sabah. Eqin,Audrey,Esther,Airil and me jadi wakil bagi lower6 students from Bandaraya.

Gambar ketiga : As you see.. itulah kerja si Syl bila dia boring.. habis semua gambar2 dalam magazine, news paper dia pegi conteng.. hahaha.. Habis lawa semua gambar model2 tuh.. sampai model dalam calendar  kelas pun dia pegi conteng.. haha.. that's him..

  I ♥ KDM and "Mudballs" activities :)

Aktiviti menceriakan kelas yang paling simple dan awesome. 

Sebab kelas kami yang paling simple kot antara 5 kelas yang lain. Haha

Yang penting selesa study dalam kelas ( ayat menyenangkan hati sebab jarang menang kecerian kelas:p )

Masa ni Anwar siap bawa speaker lagi pergi kelas bagi menceriakan lagi suasana. Aiseh! hehe

Dalam proses membuat motto kelas.

You guys nampak tidak huruf 'O' dalam perkataan BLOSSOM tuh..? 

Huruf O yang paling terang tu lah kerja aku..! Haha.. Gatal tangan kan macam tuh la. 

Semua mahu dibuatnya.

6 BLOSSOM HOOT FOR THE TAR???? NO!!

belum siap lagi laaaa... -_____-"

Tadaaaaaa....

Ni laahh.. motto kelas kitorang.. 

Upper 6 BLOSSOM SHOOT FOR THE STAR ! 

emmmm.. mesti korang..

"But why Shoot for the star?"

 "takda motto lain ka kenapa perlu tembak bintang?"

Hellooooooo eberibodi.. Shoot for the star ni amat bermakna buat kami.

Bagi kami Shoot for the star.. merupakan matlamat, tujuan, dan cita-cita kami.

Sometimes, jadi pembakar semangat pun ada terutamanya bila exam week.

Kitorang dalam kelas always wishing each others dengan satu ayat yang sama.

Menggapai bintang!

All of the pictures below was taken after the last paper on 12/12/12 :)

Actually banyak lagi pics tapi yang selebihnya upload dekat fb shj.

I am really sorry about this Eqin.. hehe.. Actually, 13/12/2012 birthday eqin.

So, lepas habis paper tuh dekat bustop sekolah.. Aku dengan dyza berpura-pura kononnya mau ambil gambar dengan dia tanpa pengetahuan Eqin,Mala and Weth.. Like seriously, diorang langsung tidak perasan ok tangan kanan aku pegang plastik yang berisi tepung. Hahaha

Ngam sangat birthday Eqin dekat2 dengan tarikh last paper sebab dia yang paling last birthday dalam kelas.

Atleast, semua blossomers dapat celebrate birthday dengan classmates :)

Goodbye SMK Bandaraya..

Segala formula, nota, countdown paper, jadual dan kalendar yang masih melekat di dinding bilik aku sehingga sekarang :)

Last but not least, kenangan dari Suyut. hahaha.. batu karang okehh ! 

tapi benda ni si Miss yang simpan.

Yep, Friends forever ~

ps: Saya sah menjadi penggangur geseran ( bdk ekonomi mesti tau ! )

pps: Stay dekat rumah sahaja buat masa ni. Tidak kerja. Insha Allah next year ambil kursus menjahit 

( Ok, mesti korang bla~bla~bla~ what menjahit? yeah, i know i'm kuno sbb kids nowadays manada sdh pergi kursus2 menjahit mcm ni. but my mum said bagus untuk masa hadapan kalau pandai menjahit, yep, for me my mum was rite! sekadar mengisi masa lapang dan menambah pengetahuan )

ppps: result keluar bulan mac. i'm waitinggggggg -__-"

pppps: May Allah ease in whatever good things we wanna do dear friends :)

~ Farewell smk bandaraya ~

I'll do miss you blossomers !

good times + crazy friends = Amazing memories.

Selalu Milikmu...

Ku mencintaimu sepenuh hatiku
Memilikimu anugerah untukku
Meskipun ku tau
Tak pernah kau menjadi milikku

Mencintaimu sepenuh jiwaku
Memiliku bahagia untukku
Namun kau tak tahu
Hatiku hanyalah untukmu

Meskipun kita berbeda
Namun ku ingin kau mengerti bahwa
Sebenarnya ku tak pernah mampu
Jauh darimu

Akankah kita akan bersatu
Jalani cinta ini

Half way through..

STPM is still going on, but last week I almost lost my will to continue the war. It’s like “damm, why am I this stupid and careless?” I really tried my best in doing all my studies but the examination shows that it’s still not enough. Few days before, my self-confidence were like being smashed bits by bits until  microeconomic paper, it’s like ka-boom and a whole lots of marks were washed down the drain, my hope shattered. However, after one whole day of grudging and dissapointing, I realised I shouldn’t be doing those.

Just imagine we are in a war with 500 people on our side and 1000 on the enemy side. We are out-numbered and the best way to survive seems to be surrending ourselves. But is that the best choice we got. The answer is simple and it’s a no, because we won’t know whether we will survive if we surrender anyway. So the best choice is continue fighting because the probability of winning is not zero unless we give up, it’s is just lower.

I realise if I continue to be down, I will not even get a place in the university. I still have a chance to cover back my mistakes. All the papers we had done were all paper 2 and they only covers ranging from 50-62.5 marks of our total marks. So, even if I lost many marks in those papers. There is still a chance for me to score high CGPA, even that means I need to score 100% in my subjective papers. Although the chance is slim, but again the probability is not zero, nothing is impossible.

Anyway, just to express and to share my thoughts with those who is too stress up or who wouldn’t mind reading this.

All the best for the rest of the papers.
*4 down, and 4 to go..

The Lyric .

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use

Update !

It has been quite a while since I last got my fingers laid to update blog. It seems that I’ve been neglecting it for almost a month. To sweep a bunch of curiosity away, let’s just deduce everything by saying that I was busy with school and life for the past few months. Busy as in? Studying. Managing life as it should? Exactly.

Studies.
Had been pretty hard for me. Despite the fact that I don’t actually put a lot of effort in it but hey, at least I’ve been doing my homework! Trying to persuade my self to “indulge” in the joy of cracking my brain to actually sit in an empty room with books and the sound of my own breath. Exciting. Very.
Life.

Salam Aidilfitri :)

Assalamualaikum w.b.t..
Peace be upon you.. :)

Hari ni Khamis, esok Jumaat, Sabtu menjelma, berkumandangya takbir raya pada hari Ahad :)
Selamat Hari Raya untuk semua umat Islam. Maaf Zahir & Batin. It's okey right wish awal ?? hehehe.

Wah.. tak lama lagi raya lah weh.. then tak lama lagi exam!!!! Dear August please moving slowly kays???
Sebab exam ni laa.. raya tahun ni disambut sederhana jerr.. tidak laa segempak mana macam tahun-tahun sebelum ni.. berbuka puasa diluar dengan kawan pun tidak.. to all my dear friends, yang selalu mengajak bawa berbuka kat luar tuh then tidak sempat keluar bersama aku minta maaf k? Insya-Allah.. kalau panjang umur next year ada lagi kan? Jadi. Jangan merajuk. Pleaseeeeee :)

Siapa yang beraya di Kokokota Kinabalu??? well, same goes to me.
Hehe.. dengan senang hatinya suruh korang datang beraya dekat rumah aku. Tapi korang kena bawa duit raya dari rumah then bagi dekat aku. bolehh?? hahahaha

Duit raya?? Hahaha. em. dapat lagi ka tahun ni? Dah besar. sure tidak layak dah. :-(
Rindu time kecik-kecik dapat duit raya asal pergi beraya dekat rumah datuk/nenek/pakcik/makcik/saudara-mara/jiran/kawan-kawan.. haha

Kad Raya? Bagi aku benda tuh tidak diguna pakai lagi bagi zaman moden nee between me and my friends. Kalau zaman sekolah menengah rendah dulu.. yelahh kot! haha. rindu zaman tuh bila time raya menjelang. Sibuk dengan kad raya masing-masing. Seriously, tidak sah kalau tidak sampai 50 keping kad raya yang aku ada untuk diagih-agihkan dekat kawan-kawan.. haha.. mana kena fikir kad itu, ini, itu, ini bagi dekat siapa, ucapan lagi kena tulis, then kena fikir ayat lagi yang patut kena tulis. yalahh.. takkan semua ayat kena sama dekat setiap kad kot?? hahahaha.. wah.. the memories........ *flashback*  but you know what?? aku still simpan lagi semua kad-kad raya yang aku terima sejak Form1(2006) till Form3.. time Menengah atas kitorang tidak guna dah kad-kad semua ni.. kitorang just Sms jerrr.. hehehe.. then now, as you know... most of the time people lagi suka wish dekat Fb,twitter,blog :) macam aku.. *jimat kos..heuwheuwheuw..

Okeh la till then friends..
Rasanya sampai sini saja la.. kalau aku teruskan jugak sure sampai raya pun tidak habis aku berstory-mory ni. hehe. Again. Salam Aidilfitri :)

Assalamualaikum :)

Critical Week!

Alhamdulillah.. done with my MUET paper today.. :)

Biarpun masih tidak puas hati dengan jawapan tadi. 

atleast saya bersyukur,

I'm done trying. ~ *even so spoiled on my writing paper- do not have enough time to finished my second essay! Grrr..*
Well, hanya mampu tawakal and really hoping kalau-kalau yang pemeriksa paper tuh someone yang baik hati.. then bukan yang jenis strict punya orang.. hehehe

Habis MUET nii.. boleh lah bersantai buat seketika kan?. Nope!

Test waiting us for the next week :~

test Macroeconomic

test Microeconomic

test General Studies

test Human Geography

test Physical Geography

test Malay Language

fuhh...

its a critical week

PEPERIKSAAN PERCUBAAN  STPM 2012

hope I will score for all the tests..

now, what I need are EFFORTS, TAWAKAL, & NEVER DESPAIR!

" He (Ibrahim) said: And those who despair of the mercy of his Lord, such go as astray "

ps: are we those who astray? hopefully not.. so never give up. study!!!Good Luck Blossomers! we can do it friends ^__^

Renung Sejenak

Manusia lupa

Manusia alpa

Manusia bersahaja

Manusia terleka

Manusia berlari

mengejar mimpi

Namun apa yang dicari

ternyata hanyalah illusi

Astaghfirullahalazim =.= 

p/s: Manusia hanya mampu merancang. Rancang bagai nak rak, tapi realitinya tak seindah mimpi, more complicated when it comes to "hati dan perasaan"
 p/s: Study macro sambil tweeting and blogging = 80% focus on onlining + 20% focus on study notes =.=
 p/s: STPM in the corner. 3 months left. Speeding to the max, davai!

Update!

Hey guys! Missed me? Omg it has been ages since I last posted something.  To be honest, I've been very busy lately. Alright sebelum aku start update apa2, izinkan hamba membuang segala habuk2 dan spider webs yang sudah lama melekat di blog ku. *Fuhhhh fuhhh* *tiup habuk* *batuk*

Okay so segala habuk sudah dibersihkan. That was just an expression. An expression to show how long I've been away. Lama kan? (actually.. 2 miggu lebih jerr.. ) and sorry to all my lovely followers out there! I know it has been quite a while since I last posted anything. Sorry lah -.-' 

So I guess that's probably it. Of course I'll be posting more updates! Sabar lah sikit ~ This is just a simple and short post just to inform you guys that I'm still breathing. I'm awake and I'm alive.

 

 

Legitimate love

SENTIMENTALISM, or in other words, romantic longing, makes itself known most often under the guise of "love". For example, as we will explore in the following pages, the romantic nationalists claim to love their country, for which reason they are hostile or even aggresive towards other nations. Or, we may consider a young man in love with a girl which he turns into the sole focus of his life : what leads him to write her poetry saying "I Love You", and to become obsessed with her to the point of suicide, and in fact, to "divinise" her, is the notion of "love".

Ala-ala hikayat Laila Majnun and  Romeo Juliet laa.

Sanggup redah lautan api dan bercerai badan nyawa.. hehe

As for the majority of people, they think that every emotion to which the name of "love" is ascribed is virtuous, pure, and even holy, and that examples of romantic longing, such as what we have mentioned above, are perfectly acceptable.

Betul. Kenyataan dalam dunia zaman sekarang ni.

Love is indeed a wonderful emotion, accorded to humanity by God, but it is important to distinguish whether that love is real or not, and to consider who it is directed to and what sentiments it is founded on.

Macam mana tu?

Such investigation make apparent the difference between a sentimentalism that leads to perserve love, and real love, as revealed to us by God in the Qur'an. These issues we will examine in this book. But, first, by way of preliminary of love as it is found in the Qur'an.

Okey....

According to the Qur'an, love is to be shown to those who deserve it. Those who do not deserve it are not to be loved. We are even to distance ourselves from them emotionally, or, at least, to not feel inclined towards them. But those who deserve love, deserve it because of their virtue. The only being who deserves absolute love is God, who created us all. God brought us into existence, proffered us with the countless blessings we enjoy, showed us the way, and promised us everlasting paradise. He helps us out of every anxiety and graciously hears our every call. It is He who feeds us until we are satisfied, cures us when we are ill and then restores our spirit.

Hanya orang-orang yang cetek pemikiran saja yang akan rasa cinta antara lelaki perempuan tu adalah segala-galanya. Kalau berkecai yang itu, tanda berkecailah dunia. 

Manusia.... memang kadang-kadang lupa.

Sumber : Novel 5 Tahun 5 bulan

Penulis: Hlovate

"Dengan masa, apa sahaja mampu terjadi dengan izin-Nya"

If you're meant to be together forever..

I love you means that I accept you for who you are. It means that I do not expect  you to be perfect. It means that I will stand beside you through whatever you encounter, even if it threatens my life as well. It means that if you're ever in a bad mood, I will do anything to make it better. It means that you can tell me whatever it is on your mind, your deepest and darknest secrets. Secrets you've never told anyone. It means that you can trust me, and know that I would never hurt you on purpose, it means that through  all our fight and disagreements, we'll make it through and we'll be stronger because of it .

 

 

 

p/s : Never leave the person who understand you more than anyone else. Someone who you can talk about everything and will stand next to you even with your unwanted attitudes. Treasure the one that accept and loves every bit of you :)

MAPC Smk Bandaraya

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 MAJLIS ANUGERAH PELAJAR CEMERLANG SMK BANDARAYA 2012

24 April 2012. Selasa. 

Y. Bhg Dr Muhiddin Yusin merasmikan Majlis Ihtifal dan Inovasi bersama Pengetua SMK Bandaraya 

Dr. Shirley Tay Siew Hong.

 

 Memberi sedikit penerangan tentang Penyelidikan & Kolokium yang dijalankan di sekolah

kepada Y. Bhg Dr Muhiddin Yusin. Pengarah Pelajaran Negeri Sabah.

Guru-guru jemputan dari sekolah lain dan guru-guru SMKB menurunkan tandatangan sebagai tanda menyokong pelajar tingkatan enam melakukan penyelidikan.

 Guru-guru yang disayangi :)

 

Antara penerima anugerah pelajar cemerlang STPM 2011 - Adat(kemeja hitam),paslan(Tshirt merah),dan senior.. hehe.. lupa nama (kemeja putih)..  :)

 

Penyeri majlis :)

 

Solar car booth

 

Hasil kerja students bandaraya

Introducing our Pembantu am.. Yeahhh!! haha.. ( *evil laughh* )

the boys! assistant manager dekat penyelidikan & kolokium booth

Terima kasih daun keladi kerana sudi membantu.

Thats all folks.

Sweetsss..

Assalamualaikum :)

"Dan kerana Tuhanmu, bersabarlah."

 (74 : 7)

Dan kerana Allah bersabarlah.

Sweet kan ayat nie?

Okay, let me give you an example. you have someone special in your life, and u call him/ her..hmmm..SAYANG.

one day, u feel really horrible and miserable like the world's gonna end tomorrow. helpless. hopeless.

and then, your love said,

"for the sake of me, your sayang, please be patient"

don't you feel like CAIR enough? 

that is what Allah trying to say to you (to Muhammad Saw, to me, to him, to her, to them) in surah Al- Muddassir.

Just sharing something that crossed my mind when i read this verse. wallahualam :)